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Sunday, July 02, 2006

summer of 2006. I wonder what this year will bring......

Monday, April 10, 2006

Ok!! Wow, haven't updated for a long while. I never really updated on my Ireland/England trip....or whatever. So you if you wanna check it out, just go to http://spaces.msn.com/angelazn/ and check out mah pictures...and i haven't finished with all the captions, but it's ok. Kinda don't wanna talk about the trip cuz i've said so much to so many ppl already, so instead i would rather talk about school! Woohooo =)
So actually, I got accepted to all the universities here in Canada, and also the one in the States. (yay!) And i've decided that I am going to the one in the States. It's weird how I can just leave everything behind in Canada. Like I definately know that staying away from everyone and everything will be the hardest decision ever when I'm there. Though I still wanna go so badly! So please don't get mad at me for all of you who think it's the stupidest idea to leave the country...I'm sorrry....It's just that I feel that there's so much more out there...and there's also more reasons, but now I gtg read A Handmaid's Tale for tomorrow's big 5% test! I'll write later =) bibibi

Tuesday, December 13, 2005

Today is the start of the 12 days of Christmas!! Woohoooo!!! So excited! Though too bad i don't have a job for the season to get some cash *sniffle sniffle* ah wellz...more time to spend with family and friends! =) Hope everyone has a great winter break without TOO much stress over exams ....

Monday, November 28, 2005

Almost Christmas time...can't wait!! Omgsh...the shoppinggg =D

Saturday, November 12, 2005

Ok, so now for a little update on my life for October and November:
Gr.9 music retreat- it was so much fun just leaving school and spending time with Markham music =) . I roomed with Tamara once again and we had our little horny bonding there *wink wink*
honour band - it was great, met some awesome people. This year it was in Olympia Sports camp ...in the middle of no where basically. We lived in cabins, walked on mud, experienced cold and rainy mornings...but I guess meeting the people was all worth it. I roomed with my horn section and it was a blast!! Wow...what an experience - we made fun of each other so much, laughed and whined and just loved each other, hahaha. We had names for everyone; i was "grumpy pants" cuz i always woke up the latest out of everyone, and was so grumpy in the morning...hahaha. The food there was acceptable but the thing they lacked was ffruits and vegetables...thank goodness i brought my own fruits! Their food was really greasy too and they served so much bread, too much carbs and calories for mee! =) But the weak went by quickly. Everynight Katherine, Jo and I would venture out into the wilderness when it was pitch darkness and go to the phone booths to call our loved ones....it's so freaky at night - it's basically just...black...omgsh and with all the trees and random cabins around you, just freaks you out. No one brought flash lights which made it even freakier...though in two nights the sky was clear, and when you looked up, you could see the magnificant sight of stars ( i saw mars) and it just made you less scared. I was always the last one to be sleeping and the last one to wake up, mwuahahaha. I got the privlege to sleep in a queen size bed. Yes, the cabins have 2 queen sized beds and two bunk beds. The horns decided to play a little fair game of rock paper scissors to see who got the queen sized beds, and i won! hahaha. So yes, got this big bed for myself but i wasn't used to it at all- used to my single at home...
There was Tuesday night i think, where i had to sleep in Kat and Jo's cabin cuz i was telling them ghost stories late night, and when i wanted to leave, we looked out the window and saw some guy standing in the dark so i had to sleep with kat and jo on the queen bed. It was so crammed and i slept in the middle...haha..so awful, the worst sleep ever, i could barely move =P but it's ok, at least i wasn't sleeping alone! The rest of the week was pretty ok i guess...and unfortunately i had to be stuck with tamara's mouth piece and another horn for the whole week! It was so hard to adjust and literally, it took me the whole week to adjust to it. I played crap and i felt crap cuz of it. I felt i was always out of tune and my sound wasn't even good. I could barely play high cuz the mouthpiece didn't even fit me..but i survived. Oeuf! The week was over, and i survived...and now i'm just catching up on my school stuff, and sadly, not doing well in anything! *sigh* so sad....

Thursday, October 13, 2005

Too many tears for the wrong and pointless reasons

Thursday, October 06, 2005

My attitude towards school now has gone downhill. From the first day of school til now, I've hated it. I dont' know what's wrong with me!! Like really!!! I never hated school so much before...everyday I would dread going to school. I hate doing bio quizzes...I hate doing so much freakin hmk....I hate being in the school atmosphere, I hate being in University assemblies, "your future" assemblies, AND i'm even starting to hate the music room, and even band (that's horrible). I see friends and that's fine....but really...I don't know...it's not the same. I don't have the same things to talk about. I don't have the same closeness...I don't have fun anymore. Grrr...I thought this phase would end, but it hasn't and I don't think it will. I'm sure a lot of us hate school, but are still trying so hard for the right marks...but me, I want to give up. Omgsh, its just so annoying!! I hate doing so much hmk studying everything all the time...and it's just so repetitive. And I barely get to do my own stuff. But i'm gonna stop whining cuz i feel like a big whiner, so goodbyesss